weekend update

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the best thing i can say is that at least the mornings-after were relatively bright-eyed and regret-free for a change.  maybe we'll go another week.

oh, for christ's sweet sake

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have you seen this story?

seems our glorious leader has decided--in the interests of avoiding even the merest appearance of impropriety or conflict of interest, you understand--to start charging guests at the white house for their meals.

and i can totally see his point--i mean, you give a few captains of industry some government largesse on the scale of a free chicken sandwich, a glass of iced tea and a cookie stamped with the presidential seal, it could look pretty bad.

[whereas the fact that his re-election committee will no doubt hit those same captains of industry up for thousands of dollars in campaign contributions for his 2012 run--why, there's no conflict of interest there; that's just politics as usual, right?

yeah, right.]

the thing about this small-minded, petty idiocy that bothers me the most (aside from its classless tackiness, of course) is the cynical assumption that the american people are so stupid as to be swayed by such charades as this.

on second thought, that's not the thing that bothers me the most--what really scares me is the thought that this isn't the cynical ploy that it appears, and that barack actually believes his own bullshit.

because that's just what we need right now--another carter.

[note: this was just a little test-rant--you know, see how well i handle indignation sober]

let's call it a trial run

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during the last four or so years, i've spent many weekend nights alone, and a few without the companionship of alcohol. this coming weekend will mark my first conscious attempt at accomplishing both simultaneously.

the whole gay marriage thing (the last part)

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you ever started something and then wished you hadn't, but couldn't just drop it in mid-stream because if you did you'd leave everybody with the impression you were a raving, reactionary loon?


if so, then you know what it feels like to be me right now.

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in part two, i talked at some length about what western civilization has lost over the course of the last 50 years as we abandoned the ideals of responsibility and sacrifice that were the norm back then.

this time, i meant to flip the coin--talk about what we've gained as a result of casting off the shame, repression, patriarchy and segregation that were the dark legacy of that "father knows best" era.

and after that, having thus explored the subject from both angles, i was gonna pose the following question: if i, mkf, could snap my fingers and choose for western civilization either (a) the familial and societal stability of yesteryear, or (b) the individual and collective freedoms we enjoy today [because we can't have both, which is the real point of all this], which way would i go?

and then, having made my choice, i was gonna extrapolate the consequences of that choice a couple generations into the future; i.e., show--given the clear-cut evidence that's out there for anybody who chooses to look at it--where we're headed.

but, you know what? i'm not gonna do any of those things tonight, because i've suddenly grown tired of pissing into the wind.

the sad fact is, most people are content to accept whatever's in front of their faces now as proof of what will forever be; it's left to pessimists like me to think three moves ahead--and nobody listens to us anyway.

sober update: hmm, looks like i never made it past stage 4 last night.

if you rss this blog

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you'd do well to refresh before you read, because this shit almost always changes materially and for the better after mkf hits "publish," sees it in that final white-on-black just like everybody else and realizes he's lost his last chance to fix things without anybody noticing, and then does so anyway.

words to the wise, all i'm sayin.

the whole affirmative-action thing

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[i know i still haven't posted part 3 of the whole gay-marriage thing, but tying up all the loose ends in that messy little package is gonna require more alcohol than i can allow myself mid-week.

this one, on the other hand, was quick and easy, so it's going in.]

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if you're a good fag who reads all the right blogs, you've already seen the following clip--i'm merely posting it here for reference.

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the point is, after their debate over sonia sotomayor and affirmative action was done, aired and in the can, rachel maddow, in a particularly brilliant and sneaky maneuver, later went back after pat buchanan without allowing him to defend himself, all under the pretext of merely correcting his "factual errors."

in the spirit of fairness, i dashed off the following to her (and--because, what the fuck--cc'd him) tonight:

i think when pat claimed that "white men built america," what he was really trying to say--albeit badly--is that white men were the brains behind the country; he and people who make this argument tend to ignore the contributions of the brawn.

but he's got a point--most of the countries in which american minorities such as blacks, hispanics and middle-easterners natively predominate tend to be of the sort to which no one in his right mind would want to emigrate--hell, they're all dying to come here, and i can hardly blame 'em.

the basic problem with affirmative action (aside from its intrinsic discrimination against merit) is that it requires a dumbing-down of well-established standards and practices in order to accommodate the minorities it seeks to serve.

is this lowering of america's standards to more closely match those of the cultures from which these minorities are trying desperately to escape worth the inevitable trade-off?

seeing as how i'm a middle-aged white american male, i might be the wrong person to ask.

this broke my heart (and yes, i do have one)

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so today i'm trolling the internet and come across the following image of a building i'd never seen before--where and what the hell is it?

turns out it had been right under my nose at one time--the first pasadena state bank building, circa 1962 [this particular pasadena being a suburb of houston--the city in which i'd been living at the time this building came to be--rather than the more well-known pasadena near which i currently reside].

i'm smitten--obviously its author was a wright disciple who knew what the fuck he was doing. i wanna see more, so i google.

here's what comes up next (embiggen if you wanna appreciate the full horror):

all that beauty, forlorn and abandoned.

it's the next image that really gets to me, though--the other, better side of the building (which, through its sad, broken facade, its essential goodness still shines):

i take it all in at a glance--a skilled, passionate architect on a mission who a half-century ago somehow managed to talk a conference room fulla tight-fisted bankers into financing his extravagant vision (because lemme tell ya, this was was not an inexpensive project--each articulation, each projection, each reveal added boucoups of bucks to what a simple square box would've otherwise cost). i see passion and virtuosity in every graceful line of this building.

i mean, even if you're not an architect, you gotta love this detail:


a little research revealed the story--read it if you want.

bottom line: there's no money to fix this. even if the building weren't in a currently economically-depressed area, the cost to remove the goddam asbestos alone would preclude its rehab--cheaper to just tear it down.

hurts me to think about it--easier to just mix another drink.