thanks as always, guys

so today, in sore need of a little no-questions-asked comfort, i turned to a couple old friends who've never let me down.

we met seven years ago during a cock-hunt from which they emerged the clear winners; while they couldn't hold a candle lookswise to some of the guys i sleep with routinely, their simple, unselfconscious cum-drenched enthusiasm won me over in a way that all the pretty boys in the world could never on their best day do.

they disappeared from my life for awhile; when i finally tracked 'em down, i made sure that this time they'd never get away from me again.  i gotta admit i myself have turned to other, lesser guys from time to time, but i always come back.  they don't mind; they never ask or expect anything of me--they just give without question.

decision made, the anticipation alone was enough to get me excited; by the time they made their actual appearance, i was hard and ready.  we fell into the practiced three-way dance we had shared so many times; i matched 'em stroke for stroke, coming close when one did and backing off, and then edging myself to near-climax with the other.  in the end, not able to hold it back any longer, we all came precisely together just as we always had, and then fell back, happy and spent.

as i wiped myself off, i wondered, not for the first time, what it would be like to experience with a real human what i do with two guys who exist only in a 14-minute, 32-second video clip on my computer.

who knows, maybe one of these days i'll find out.  but i'm not holding my breath.